ALIFT ME....

Sparkle of love afloat in the wide space…


I look on with eyes of admiration…

Rays of red light scatter in the night…

I am bathed in that scarlet of love…

Twinkle of laughter arise in the air…

I join with swift of exhilaration…

Notes of music breeze in the heavens…

I am blessed with countless nightingales…

Beads of affection are threaded in every corner…

I am beaded with thread of warmth…

Cluster of fireflies shone in my way…

I am lit up in the light of the bay…

RESULT OUT....

Oh ya... the final stress for the year was to be relieved only in the new year....
A week after the reopening of the university, i got my so called progress card which read the opposite.
i guess i anticipated it in full trust of my negligance...
Can i not believe what i saw... i scored the lowest in my english paper... holy shit.... gimme a break and coz of that my entire percentage volume went down the ladder. m so screwed up but cant help it either...
oh ya, i expceted my reuslt to slide down further and to my astonishment, it didn;t.
i am happy for myself....
i served myself judiciously for my neat mistake...

everything that ends well, begins well... 
hope for better times.... ;) XD

Cyclonic EMOTIONS....

I swirl in ecstasy …

You blink: not even once…

I whirl in bliss…

You know: not in which direction…

I twirl in love…

You retort: not with affection…

I spin in joy…

You smile: not knowing why…

I thrill in excitement…

You jump: with no desire…

I smile in glee….

You beam: with no rays…

I whip in anguish…

You notice: not my misery…

I churn in distress:

You empathize: not my feelings…

I whip in tears…

You wipe: not my emotions…

I lash in forlorn …

You accompany: not my soul….

I chuck in darkness…

You light: not my night…

I write in thoughts…

You care: not the words…

I poem in you…

You recite: not the feel…

I pray in hope…

You implore: not the dream…

I dream in smile…

You listen: not the sweetness…

I hold in faith…

You fathom: not the struggles…

I reach in you…

You arrive: not with the heart…

I reason in fairness…

You justice: not the blinded…

I AM GONE.... far away from me....

A new year of confrontation and confirmation, I am still searching for the perfect compromise. I stepped into the New Year with lots of aspirations and wishes but I feel like I am falling away from it. I am completely lost in my own world, which I have created. I am sheltering myself in the canopy of my own shadow and I am tethering with my fears and anxieties. Things look so bright and easy but the brightness of the world disappears with every thought and realization. Even my plight is tested at every step that falls in my path. I am so clueless and dangerously lost. I am so deep down confused with every single thing that I owe. Fears have started creeping in my mind and it is all that matters for, at the moment. And the moment is everlasting and never-ending. I can’t just stay calm and breathe long. It just doesn’t seem to happen with me. Sometimes I get over-excited and go aboard with my emotions and make stupid mistakes or silly acts which I repent afterwards. I look so much of a nerd and yet I feel too energized to be a nerd. I have absolutely no idea what phase of life I am going through. Maybe I am just over-expressing but I am not. Maybe I am just too worried about everything but I have nothing much to worry about. It can be case of acute understanding but how acute can acute be? Right now, I am feeling like a down-trodden girl writing a pre-suicide note. Omg, how can I be so insane about myself? 

I am gone… far away from myself…..

WITHERED....

Excepting you, 

                     I am all fred from miseries.....

underlining you,

                  I am all set to stand tall...

Believing you,

                I am lost...

forgeting you,

                 I am finding myself...