LIES OF FIDELITY...

I am scared to ink this lines but it would be scarier if I dont...
It's been a million of minutes since you last heard me..
You hear my scorns but you fail to listen to my cries...
I have been screaming for you but you barely heard my tears...
You may have seen my teary eyes but you never wipe out that fear...
It was a waterfall if you reckon but you hardly remember the tears that trickled...
I was waiting for the hands that you used to wipe out that tears...
but I was waiting in vain for that hand failed to land on my shoulders...
All this while I was trying to hide away all those fears and tears..
and you always let those rivers flow and those thunderbolts scream...
I may not be strong enough to hold those rainbows for disapperaing...
but those moments of color and light after those thunder showers are soothing...
I know it wont last for long but I am happy to be with it...
All I can feel now is nothing but your absence..
Your presence is never present even when you are with me...
I am lost living in the moment thinking of you...
You are lost living the life you chose...
 I am dying every single moment to be with you...

P.S. I need you now!!!!!

ALMOST INVISIBLE....

If it was the perfect moment, I would have smiled through my heart and radiated through my face but i guess it was the other side of the story. I cried for hours and I pinned myself on the floor bed to wash off those dirty rains of me and so it wasn't the perfect moment to be recalled and to be cherished. OMG, thats like a lot of phrases in one sigh!!!!!!!!
I still haven't got the clue to what you are doing to me. I am afraid to admit that I am no longer making sense to myself. Moreover I am addicted to your silence and to your mysterious ways. People around me are pushing me hard to go over you and to be me again but I am still stuck with the idea that you are always by my side. Its hard to tell anybody about the things you did to me but I am happy being silent of our love.