...if ever ur words fail to soothe da reading heart...
... forever will i write my words in silence....
Wednesday, 29 September 2010
Thursday, 16 September 2010
HOW DO I GO ABOUT THIS????????????
well... how do i exactly go about this... its nerve-wrecking when
words give that stubborn attitude to flow out... to be exact, i am
failing short of words to pen down anything. This is one of times that i
hate the most and it particularly reminds me of the worst exams that i
ever wrote Blank...
Blacking out is a common situation in every phase of emotions: be it be: stress, anger, nervousness, sadness, happiness excitement etc etc but i don't understand why i am blacking out. i am feeling just neutral; not specific in my emotions...
hmmmm was it yesterday???????? oh ya... it was yesterday.... look now my memory is playing hide and seek with me again... coming back.... it was around 1pm,just after having my poor lunch, i was heading back to my room. coming out of the cafeteria, i noticed a white door next to the stewarding area. i was wondering what could be being used for? though i had the pre-notion that it could be the pantry room. i tried pushing the door but it was latched from inside.strangely i saw a big hole on the door near the latch just big enough to fit in my hand. so, i just pushed my hand inside and waved crazily. i meant it to be seriously fun... but after i walked three steps, i heard the door creak open and the steward guy came out of the room. i just happened to look back and saw him and the cafeteria lady standing outside. i started giggling! shit! hehhe... the two of them and my friend were looking blankly at me. i couldn't possibly give back any answer and i was in mid of my giggling phase. so, to end the amusement, i just said to all in common: what?????? the steward guy shouted back, why you put your hand? next time, i will catch you hand and wont let it go. i just gave a laugh and went into the lift. my friend was laughing too and was criticizing me: why, your hand itchy????? i was like.... no... i got an intuition.... shit... i think they thought i saw them in the room and so was disturbing them..... oops!!!!!!!!!! i had no idea that i broke somebody's privacy.....
we laughed the roar!!!
the hospitality industry is such a queer place to be in....... and i am feeling strange.....
Blacking out is a common situation in every phase of emotions: be it be: stress, anger, nervousness, sadness, happiness excitement etc etc but i don't understand why i am blacking out. i am feeling just neutral; not specific in my emotions...
hmmmm was it yesterday???????? oh ya... it was yesterday.... look now my memory is playing hide and seek with me again... coming back.... it was around 1pm,just after having my poor lunch, i was heading back to my room. coming out of the cafeteria, i noticed a white door next to the stewarding area. i was wondering what could be being used for? though i had the pre-notion that it could be the pantry room. i tried pushing the door but it was latched from inside.strangely i saw a big hole on the door near the latch just big enough to fit in my hand. so, i just pushed my hand inside and waved crazily. i meant it to be seriously fun... but after i walked three steps, i heard the door creak open and the steward guy came out of the room. i just happened to look back and saw him and the cafeteria lady standing outside. i started giggling! shit! hehhe... the two of them and my friend were looking blankly at me. i couldn't possibly give back any answer and i was in mid of my giggling phase. so, to end the amusement, i just said to all in common: what?????? the steward guy shouted back, why you put your hand? next time, i will catch you hand and wont let it go. i just gave a laugh and went into the lift. my friend was laughing too and was criticizing me: why, your hand itchy????? i was like.... no... i got an intuition.... shit... i think they thought i saw them in the room and so was disturbing them..... oops!!!!!!!!!! i had no idea that i broke somebody's privacy.....
we laughed the roar!!!
the hospitality industry is such a queer place to be in....... and i am feeling strange.....
Wednesday, 15 September 2010
ERASING THE UNPLEASANT MOMENTS....
oh my gosh!!!!!!!!!!! cant believe,,, i am done with my 10weeks training...
well, to be exact, there is no super high feeling in my heart. it is the same as ever.. i am happy to leave this place and sad to bade goodbye to every other..
guess, thats the way life is meant to be... so that excites happy days ahead...
THE GOODY DAYS ARE WELCOMED AGAIN .....
no more early waking up....
no more sleepy heads in the work place....
no more egg station and nasty comments....
no more running around to refill the empty buffet...
no more chopping sausages, hams and onions.....
no more slicing butter, tomyam leaves....
no more cutting vegetables with all weird names...
no more running to the butcher ...
no more checking menu and doing mis-en-place....
no more cutting fingers and crying in pain....
no more receiving orders and listening to commands...
no more sliding for ala-carte orders ....
no more asking for directions and attention....
no more checking of the duty rooster...
no more changing of the music station on the radio.
no more servicing and smiling at stoned faces...
no more clearing plates and pouring water...
no more room service and asking for the payment...
no more briefings and loud annoyance...
no more waiting for breaks.....
no more punch in and punch out cards....
no more stitching tongues and biting lips...
THE BAD ASPECT OF RETURNING BACK.....
no more hotel rooms to stay in...
no more hot jaccuzi and hot bath tub...
no more prepared canteen food...
no more ice-cream whenever i want...
no more tips and extra tips...
no more 24hour aircon(coz its shoots up electricity bill)
no more merry around in the chiller...
no more learning and cooking...
no more beaches around....
no more sands to walk on....
P.S. it taught me a lot... and i have few more names credited to the journey of my life.......
well, to be exact, there is no super high feeling in my heart. it is the same as ever.. i am happy to leave this place and sad to bade goodbye to every other..
guess, thats the way life is meant to be... so that excites happy days ahead...
THE GOODY DAYS ARE WELCOMED AGAIN .....
no more early waking up....
no more sleepy heads in the work place....
no more egg station and nasty comments....
no more running around to refill the empty buffet...
no more chopping sausages, hams and onions.....
no more slicing butter, tomyam leaves....
no more cutting vegetables with all weird names...
no more running to the butcher ...
no more checking menu and doing mis-en-place....
no more cutting fingers and crying in pain....
no more receiving orders and listening to commands...
no more sliding for ala-carte orders ....
no more asking for directions and attention....
no more checking of the duty rooster...
no more changing of the music station on the radio.
no more servicing and smiling at stoned faces...
no more clearing plates and pouring water...
no more room service and asking for the payment...
no more briefings and loud annoyance...
no more waiting for breaks.....
no more punch in and punch out cards....
no more stitching tongues and biting lips...
THE BAD ASPECT OF RETURNING BACK.....
no more hotel rooms to stay in...
no more hot jaccuzi and hot bath tub...
no more prepared canteen food...
no more ice-cream whenever i want...
no more tips and extra tips...
no more 24hour aircon(coz its shoots up electricity bill)
no more merry around in the chiller...
no more learning and cooking...
no more beaches around....
no more sands to walk on....
P.S. it taught me a lot... and i have few more names credited to the journey of my life.......
Friday, 3 September 2010
DA HEAVY SILENCE WISH....
1.The person who desires to consult the compassionate Buddha must first pay respect to the sacred image and then concentrate, with a clear mind on the wish he/she desires to make.
2. then grip the Sacred image firmly on the body with both hands, make a wish, and ask that you should be able to lift the sacred image lightly without any effort.
3.In doing so, you succeed, and then conform that your wish can be fulfilled in your second attempt, ask that you should not be able to lift it at all. if you succeed again, you can consider that your wish can be fulfilled.
4.If in the first attempt you ask to be able to lift the sacred image lightly and it proved the opposite then you can consider that you wish that you desire is not going to be successful.
i kind of liked the whole aspiration making. infact the Buddha statue is around 1000years old from Thailand. though it is very small in size, it is very heavy.
hmmm but i am happy i succeded.. hope my wish is heard.....
courtesy goes to uncle and aunty Nioh for bringing us around Penang...
P.S.... i silently bury my wish believing that it is heard....
2. then grip the Sacred image firmly on the body with both hands, make a wish, and ask that you should be able to lift the sacred image lightly without any effort.
3.In doing so, you succeed, and then conform that your wish can be fulfilled in your second attempt, ask that you should not be able to lift it at all. if you succeed again, you can consider that your wish can be fulfilled.
4.If in the first attempt you ask to be able to lift the sacred image lightly and it proved the opposite then you can consider that you wish that you desire is not going to be successful.
i kind of liked the whole aspiration making. infact the Buddha statue is around 1000years old from Thailand. though it is very small in size, it is very heavy.
hmmm but i am happy i succeded.. hope my wish is heard.....
courtesy goes to uncle and aunty Nioh for bringing us around Penang...
P.S.... i silently bury my wish believing that it is heard....
DA HEAVY SILENCE WISH....
1.The person who desires to consult the compassionate Buddha must
first pay respect to the sacred image and then concentrate, with a clear
mind on the wish he/she desires to make.
2. then grip the Sacred image firmly on the body with both hands, make a wish, and ask that you should be able to lift the sacred image lightly without any effort.
3.In doing so, you succeed, and then conform that your wish can be fulfilled in your second attempt, ask that you should not be able to lift it at all. if you succeed again, you can consider that your wish can be fulfilled.
4.If in the first attempt you ask to be able to lift the sacred image lightly and it proved the opposite then you can consider that you wish that you desire is not going to be successful.
i kind of liked the whole aspiration making. infact the Buddha statue is around 1000years old from Thailand. though it is very small in size, it is very heavy.
hmmm but i am happy i succeded.. hope my wish is heard.....
courtesy goes to uncle and aunty Nioh for bringing us around Penang...
P.S.... i silently bury my wish believing that it is heard....
2. then grip the Sacred image firmly on the body with both hands, make a wish, and ask that you should be able to lift the sacred image lightly without any effort.
3.In doing so, you succeed, and then conform that your wish can be fulfilled in your second attempt, ask that you should not be able to lift it at all. if you succeed again, you can consider that your wish can be fulfilled.
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| MAKING MA ASPIRATION.... |
4.If in the first attempt you ask to be able to lift the sacred image lightly and it proved the opposite then you can consider that you wish that you desire is not going to be successful.
i kind of liked the whole aspiration making. infact the Buddha statue is around 1000years old from Thailand. though it is very small in size, it is very heavy.
hmmm but i am happy i succeded.. hope my wish is heard.....
courtesy goes to uncle and aunty Nioh for bringing us around Penang...
P.S.... i silently bury my wish believing that it is heard....
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