i dont seem to remember the last time you gave me a good time. You
weren't around lately. guess you were having the time of your own. I
expect no apology for being so into you. but at least i am searching for
an answer to why you let me feel lonely for long. i tried hard to make
up for my foresaken hours with you and alas! you cared less. infact, you
hardly cared for my attempt to get closer to you.
all you wanted
from me was my kisses and some hugs and you are out on your own. i
remembered how i stole away in the middle of the night to see you and
sleep in your arms. after all those whispered moments, all you wanted
was not me !!!!
I was going to kill you , thats what you
confessed in your anger. well, truth be told, i died trying to live
again with you and all you did was to kill that life once again. i
fought back my tears for you and i went against my blood for you and all
you did in return was nothing but spit back on me. how could you even
do that to me?
I wasnt the one who came after. you was the one
who promised to walk bedside me in times of trouble and smile. You lied
to yourself. how could you be true to me when you lied to yourself?
guess thats the end of me and I.
how could I ever love you again when you made me believe that my love was not even worthy of a truth?
with the noodles doodling in the pan...
poking the faces and celebrating the laughter....