Though its not raining at the moment, but the dampness caused by the flowing tears can be a rain enough. i hate to sob but i dont mind trickling drops of despair when i am drowned deep.
Today aint n important day in my calendered history but i am feeling so low and down. cant help myself to explain it. it never crossed my mind that i am so unsure about my emotions until i got to leash those trickling tears. besides I knew am tough at not spilling those rivers but the tears proved me worng again.
apologetically, i broke down again... i promised to be strong for you but you never cared to look back at me... see for yorself how hard am trying to be you. i fathom your inevitable law. I cant hear you but high above, can you hear me? I need you to read me....... its a sigh....
i was holding them back for so long and my dear chef broke that silence of my sobs. out of blue, he just apperared online and began talking to me. it was really nostalgic.....chef, u made me to cry a river... and i lost my tears at your courtsey.... i miss you and i made it known to you too. kitchen class is not delicious without you.... hshhhhh
oops!!!!!!!!! i have troubled myself again.... its chaotic to flow with your tears...
m adamant to fight it back.... cuddled in my soft strains, i trying to be hard enough to grasp it back...
P.S. I MIZ U... ...... hear me!!!!!!!!!!!
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