FIDDLIN WID MA FINGERS..

23-03-2010. Tuesday with no coming events…

A little sunshine splashed on the frowned brow which lay uncovered from the quilt that lay clumped over my face. I sheltered my night less sleep from the intruding sunlight with the help of my outstretched palm.  The refugee wasn’t secure for long as my alarm broke the silence of the moment. I reached out to calm it down but I was far too sleepy to grab it. So I let the voice to flare high. After minutes of its snooze, I finally gave up my comfort to let the hard day begin…

OMG! To my astonishment, it pretty late for my morning duties. It’s almost midday.  Did I set the alarm at the wrong time? Gosh! That means I slept round the clock. Hmmm that isn’t a new thing to happen for me especially during the holidays. By the way, these days are kind of suffering from insomniac. I just don’t fathom my biological clock. It appears to me as if I am treading onto the alternative way of killing time. which in one way I can explain how my day pass on so swiftly and the night time becomes a nightmare even when I am fully awake.  Right now it’s almost my time for bed but I just don’t seem to have the slightest craving for sleep in my eyes. That’s why I am here, blogging. LAME TIME!

What more to tell…. Or yell… I thought of writing a poem but I am left clueless about my topic. Moreover, I just finished reading the last book which I thought would end for few more days. But the book was real nice, only if you are interested in politics. Though I am not a political inclined person but I kinda love the book. It is called the “Dragon fire”. My English teacher handed it over to me to read so I took my sweet time to grasp everything I can. Basically, it is book about prediction of the next world war between India, Pakistan and China. Morally it elaborates the current situation between India and Pakistan over Kashmir and the border dispute between India and china regarding the state of Arunachal Pradesh. It also covers the terrain of Ladakh and all the small countries neighboring these bigger nations. Sadly, the book ends with the Indian nation crushed to the soil with Kashmir still in its hand and Pakistan declared as a slot for terrorism. China emerges as the winner with the suppression of Taiwan independence and becoming a hostile country to the west.  All these conflicts are triggered by the insurgency in Tibet by the special frontier force operating in India. Huh! I don’t mean to bore myself with my review but I can’t help the climax. It kind of interesting but it pierces me to hear of my country losing the supremacy of democracy over dictatorship. Maybe in mere future if I happen to chance upon the second edition of this novel, then I may read the book one more time to have a clearer picture. Hmmm

No ways, I just remember of my long holidays till 19^th April! Damn I hate myself for getting this info so late. I have already submitted my passport to the immigration office. Now I can’t go anywhere. I am stuck! I can collapse to boredom if not death! Shit! I hate this fate… this life is getting crappy… crappier than the crap…

Well that leaves me with the only option to crawl into my bed as I have to wake up fair early than today coz I am expected to follow to a lunch dana in sentul temple. Pray that my eyelid rest on the perfect edge to shut my eyes properly.

Will it be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare? Either will do!

P.S. Insomnia is not my disease!